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It goes something like this:
We arrive on set. Bags are dropped to the floor and hands are shaken. We fill the silence with the sound of introductions, common courtesy, and the mutual excitement we share for a good shoot.

They go to prepare, checking their cameras and adjusting their settings. I run my hand through my hair and glance into a mirror at my reflection. How is my face? Is my makeup satisfactory? I resist the urge to reach for my foundation and force a few deep breaths. Inhale, exhale, inhale... -

They are looking at me. How long did I make them wait, I wonder, as I look desperately to the clock. Call time, it reads. I haven't lost them even a minute past our agreed upon start time, but I wring my hands just the same.

The shoot begins, and I am always deeply grateful when it does. We are past the pleasantries. There is no longer a wait for my mind to spin incessantly during. As I move, I settle into my place of absolute silence. A place where all thought stops and the conscious Christine melts away into something else entirely.

Like that, we shoot. If the photographer is good, they'll know how to reach me in my place without disturbing it, and for that moment in time, I can float... Posing, dancing, celebrating this human form as the shutter encourages me to go on, keep on.

When the shoot is over, it is with relief and a touch of sadness. Relief because of how exhausted I am by the end, and sadness because it must end.

We pack our bags, say our thank you's and goodbye's, and I head home in a blur. Eventually, the images are shared with me, and when I meet the eyes of the woman on my screen, all I can think is, "Who is she?"

Because I am me again by then, and I cannot say for certain that I am her even if we inhabit the same body.

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jora-supay Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Christine!  Upload a picture of your character in Minecraft! (if you have one, of course)

Ja, I am very nerd, do not ask sexual pictures :P

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¡Christine!  ¡Sube alguna imagen de tu personaje de Minecraft!  (si es que tienes uno, claro)

Ja, soy muy nerd, no te pido fotos sexuales :P
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DamnedComic Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I think the nerd in you makes you hotter.

Just sayin
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IDiivil-Official Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015  Professional Artist
:D Yay!
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Zaigwast Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015
:iconfemaleexcellence: Join us ! :D .... monthly art promotion awaits those with great art ! :#1:
If you do so, please submit to the correct category and do not forget about the rules. :aww:
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AlmAArietis Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
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IDiivil-Official Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015  Professional Artist
Thank you!
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irrelavent83 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello. I used one of your photos. I hope you don't mind, and in fact would you care to check it out and let me know what you think about it. Thanks :)

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IDiivil-Official Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015  Professional Artist
Thank you for sharing this with me! It's great!
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irrelavent83 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem! :)
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Lord-Darcy Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2014
St.Nicolas by KmyGraphic Happy St. Nicholas Day!
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